I Lost Something in this Crowded World...

I don’t know why people have so much of issues. Okay, I agree to the fact that this is life which is way more complicated than we think it is but why people have this habit of adding tensions to their life. When they can make their life simpler, then why they are so much obsessed of making it a bit more complicated than actually it is.

A week before, my best friend broke our five years long friendship just because I couldn’t call her up when she asked me to. Actually it’s not her fault completely but the reason was too lame to end five years long friendship. I couldn’t call her then and whenever this thing happens, she always taunt me that I am not there when she needs me and now she thinks it’s better to be alone and all that crap.

Ok, I accept when we are in trouble we look out for our closest friend and I am honored that she asked for my help. But if it is not humanly possible for anyone to be there when you need them then what anyone can do about it. I was tired of her taunts and tantrums and so I lost my temper. And we ended up breaking our five years long friendship.

I must tell you one thing that I am way too patient but when I lose my temper then I always end up losing someone.

From past five years I never raised my voice or did anything that would lead to a great fight. But when I did that eventually I lost her. I regret it now, she was really close to me and I think I lost her.

But deep within my heart I have a second thought. If she really treats me as her closest friend then why can’t she overlook my flaws? Nobody is perfect; everything has its pros and cons. When I am there when she needs me then I am the best person for her and when I am not then I am the worst guy.

This is the human psychology. People never tend to find out the reason behind something instead they always have an opinion for you. And then they will ask you to change your attitude for them. If you do that then you escape the whole taunting & tantrum part but if you don’t then this whole taunting & tantrum part would suffocate your life with hell lots of miseries and no matter how emotionally strong you are you end up losing your temper one day and then people give you the tag that you are a fake person now. When they were pleased with you and your attitude then you were quite honest and true kind of person for them. But when you try to change the situation then you are a fake person.

I don’t understand this part of my life and as I always say this is life which is too unpredictable. When you think things are fine then all of a sudden the whole universe comes crashing down…

“If you can’t overlook the flaws of your loved ones then you shouldn’t have an opinion for them…”

Long Live Friendship…!!

    Mayank…

For You Mom...

This poem is written by my friend Priyanka, and after reading this poem all i wanted to do was share it with everyone. After joining her college what all she went through is reflected by her words. How the ragging started and how everyone was waiting for their chance to knock her down.   

And when someone is in a big trouble, where you can't think of anyone then only one name comes in your mind "Mom".

So this poem is dedicated to all "Moms" of this wonderful world... 

"Crushed, exhausted and tired veins,

Wet pillow weaves the depth of sorrow,

When my eyes comes to rain,

My fate took me here,

And someone caring I can hardly find.

People are just enrolled with revenge and strategy,

Cooking up in their mind,

Every night my silly brain gets a new reason

And I get a jerk that is,

Tearing me apart and sucking the charm,

That my face had perked.

Spiky roads awaits for my arrival every day with a new blow,

As if they get plenty of pleasure tasting my innocent blood flow.

To get rid of these dejections,

I have prisoned my freedom and grace.

Three petals in the four walls make,

My life colorful to face,

Collecting the reasons to smile,

Many times I failed and was left scattered.

I am alone, miles away from you maa,

And my every beat misses the care that you nurtured.

I just wish to get your lap,

The moment I am isolated with craps,

Can’t you be always with me?

Can’t you take me out when I am trapped??"

                                                  -        By Priyanka