I Lost Something in this Crowded World...

I don’t know why people have so much of issues. Okay, I agree to the fact that this is life which is way more complicated than we think it is but why people have this habit of adding tensions to their life. When they can make their life simpler, then why they are so much obsessed of making it a bit more complicated than actually it is.

A week before, my best friend broke our five years long friendship just because I couldn’t call her up when she asked me to. Actually it’s not her fault completely but the reason was too lame to end five years long friendship. I couldn’t call her then and whenever this thing happens, she always taunt me that I am not there when she needs me and now she thinks it’s better to be alone and all that crap.

Ok, I accept when we are in trouble we look out for our closest friend and I am honored that she asked for my help. But if it is not humanly possible for anyone to be there when you need them then what anyone can do about it. I was tired of her taunts and tantrums and so I lost my temper. And we ended up breaking our five years long friendship.

I must tell you one thing that I am way too patient but when I lose my temper then I always end up losing someone.

From past five years I never raised my voice or did anything that would lead to a great fight. But when I did that eventually I lost her. I regret it now, she was really close to me and I think I lost her.

But deep within my heart I have a second thought. If she really treats me as her closest friend then why can’t she overlook my flaws? Nobody is perfect; everything has its pros and cons. When I am there when she needs me then I am the best person for her and when I am not then I am the worst guy.

This is the human psychology. People never tend to find out the reason behind something instead they always have an opinion for you. And then they will ask you to change your attitude for them. If you do that then you escape the whole taunting & tantrum part but if you don’t then this whole taunting & tantrum part would suffocate your life with hell lots of miseries and no matter how emotionally strong you are you end up losing your temper one day and then people give you the tag that you are a fake person now. When they were pleased with you and your attitude then you were quite honest and true kind of person for them. But when you try to change the situation then you are a fake person.

I don’t understand this part of my life and as I always say this is life which is too unpredictable. When you think things are fine then all of a sudden the whole universe comes crashing down…

“If you can’t overlook the flaws of your loved ones then you shouldn’t have an opinion for them…”

Long Live Friendship…!!

    Mayank…